I'm only thinking about it because I was going to write something about school. I've had a very boring day. One of those really tedious ones where you've got to do a bunch of civilian stuff you'd rather skip. And it got me thinking about school and what a brain melting experience that was for me as a kid. So I was gonna say something about that and suddenly realised, wait. This one of my topics. This is one of those things that when it comes up in conversation, I've got a premade rant ready to go off about my memories. Then it got me thinking about anyone who might read this, who's already heard the shpeel before. Then it got me thinking. Wait. If I complain about school in writing. It's officially etched down. And then...can I even really CONTINUE ranting about how much school sucked for me growing up? Then I had another epiphany...
Am I STILL bitter about having to go school in my (almost) late twenties? Why is that still something I talk about? Am I really NOT over it yet?
So that's pretty pathetic. I'm not too embarrassed to say that. That isn't my only pathetic trait. I've developed several pathetic traits in my life that I've grown to know and distain. The worst part is, school wasn't even really that hard for the most part...it just always seemed really pointless and stupid...and we'll...it was, I was bang on about that. And I guess that's maybe the part of it I never got over. That I was right the entire time, all of this nonsense was a waste and my childhood was slipping away in this building of adults that more often than not, I don't even really think LIKE kids.
However. I did my GCSEs at 15. It's been over 10 years since I was a school student. That is a silly thing to still be in your roster of rants. I'm supposed to he ranting about sports or women or the government or conspiracies or...okay non of those are actually things I want to rant about. But i can't keep ranting about school. It's over. It happened. It's whatever. The fact I still bang on about it from time to time, is one: a SERIOUS testament to how much I hated that place I mean my God what a mark it left, and two: ...pointless and stupid.
Did you catch that?! School, the most pointless and stupid part of my life (and that's saying something) made ME into someone pointless and stupid. In trying to defeat my enemy...I became my enemy. I've become the human form of school. Accept its not mandatory to listen to me. Which I guess is why so few people listen to me.
And for that, you're all getting homework.
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Yeah...I don't know what I'm talking about either...I trailed off again...
And this, my hopefully last rant about school, is dedicated to my mum...who is a school teacher😂
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